sorry..I didn't mean not to reply.
I don't have internet home and at school I cannot type chinese.
And the website also clashes sometimes.

I really appreciate friends here. You are strangers but you always listen and encourage me. I know I am really a bad person since I cannot think positively now and thus I always complain and complain...I hope i can be sunny soon, but...

Anyway, I wish you all a happy life.
Write more when I have Chinese next time.