i am in canada for almost 4 years, 2004 we registered, but got married in early 2006, i asked my husband to come to canada, but he really doesn`t want to. i tried to find a job and go back, hard for me too.<br />now, i found i lost a close male friend who was always beside me, i found i have fellings for him, but it was too late.<br /><br />i am depressed and desperate, also on my marriage, <br /><br />why i am supposed the person to sacrifice the life for marriage?<br /><br />if my husband is with another girl, i don`t know, but i know if i leave him, he will find another in no time.<br /><br />i begin to study the destiny now, it seems i always have difficulties on relationships,if someone could, please help what will be the next step next year?