同意ihop的看法,我也認為跳樓是,個人選擇,是一念之間。是她的心理因素,加上她對周遭環境,人事物的錯誤解讀,所產生的決策。我認為從過運(transit)、二次推運(secondary progression,只看到PrAsc-NtMars),甚至solar arc direction 都未能明確解析死亡訊息,或許她本命不該絕,只是造化弄人。所以我試圖從太陽回歸(Solar Return)的角度,嘗試解釋徐子婷這段期間的生活變化,周遭人事物對她的影響開始,希望瞭解這事件的原因。
Natal: 07/17/1982 08:05 AM, 121E30, 25N03,CCT
Solar Return: 07/16/2004 03:38:59 PM, 121E30, 25N03, CCT
我列出此次事件相關因素對徐子婷2004年7月以後的影響:
日在第8宮
日-0-土星
月在第8宮
月-135-冥王星
月-45-MC
冥王星在第1宮
SR冥王-0-NT海王星
SR第8宮-0-NT水星
火星在第8宮
土星在第8宮
SR土星-0-NT水星
SR第11宮-0-NT火星
SR第11宮-0-NT土星
SR第11宮-0-NT冥王星
SR第5宮-0-NT第8宮
SR第7宮-0-NT第10宮
海王星在第2宮
天王星在第3宮
本命個性是最重要參考,命造個性中,太陽在對環境敏感的巨蟹座,緊張相位多,月亮的情緒管理失調,愈走向事業,情緒問題愈明顯。
徐子婷在2004太陽回歸流年中,與第8宮有很多牽連,其中,第8宮與再生、解放、配偶財物有關,也跟個人貪嗔癡有關,當然有關的代表事物還有很多,如,原欲libido、信貸、神秘主義、過去痛苦經驗、死亡等等。日、月、火、土都在此宮內,一再地加強這些觀念。
總結來說,我認為,命造在2004年5月以後,欲求不滿,感情受挫,工作繁忙,難以出國散心,由於貪嗔癡的原欲難以釋放,走向極端,亟需友人相伴,但對周遭友人採取主導、敵視態度,逐漸與人疏離,自我責怪,也產生報復心結,跳樓自殺好比一種報復手段,也可讓她有再生、解放的機會。
以下是這些因素細部說明,有些我就簡單略過了…
日在第8宮:心理上,會比較偏執,今年要對抗過去記憶的痛苦經驗,是再生、解放與轉變的一年。身體上有可能痼疾復發,視心理狀態而定。還有財務上的牽連。
日-0-土星:與人疏離,自我表達困難,感到沮喪,懷疑自己能力。
月在第8宮:心理上,情緒反應較為極端,容易有嫉妒、挖苦、以及報復心態。有些令妳損失、破裂或分離的事件跟周遭女性有關。
月-135-冥王星:心理波動強烈,潛意識活躍。
月-45-MC:工作環境容易與女性對立
SR第8宮-0-NT水星:加深對生死的關切程度
火星在第8宮:容易在財物上,與男友、親密有人有摩擦。
土星在第8宮:負面人生想法浮現;欲求不滿;財物損失或延遲;他人死訊。
SR土星-0-NT水星:降低判斷力、集中力;有挫折感
Pluto in 1st house of Solar Return:
人生觀念轉變
Your personality will undergo profound changes and these
will emerge from your inner emotions and memories that could
have been repressed. It won't be easy for you to control your
reactions, and your impulsiveness and nervousness probably will
increase considerably.
You should confront these profound changes in yourself
during this year, and you will be able to rely on the necessary
strength of will. Everything will change direction, especially
your inner self. Your appreciation of things will be different
and consequently, your surroundings. If you don't permit this
energy to flow and produce the necessary transformations, you
will have a difficult year with crisis or very tense situations.
Pay attention to your new needs and work on incorporating them
into your life. You will confront new challenges and will have
moments when you will begin to test your ability to resist, and
you can.
On the other hand, you will become interested in learning
more about the occult aspects of life. Your curiosity and
intuition will cause you to investigate the metaphysic and other
occult sciences.
Solar Return Pluto Conjunct natal Neptune:
觀念轉變,對人生充滿困惑,不安,意志被勉強動搖。
The changes and transformations that occur around you will
confuse you or will arouse fears and insecurities deep inside
you. You may adopt some escapist attitude because of tense
situations and because you are not willing to participate
consciously in the transformation of your life. You will be
easily suggestible and swayed by other people during this time
and you should be on guard for manipulative people.
Neptune in 2nd house of Solar Return:
受騙失財,財務計畫不實際。
You will be prone to suffer loss of money due to swindles,
frauds or deceits. You should be very careful with purchases,
investments, or business that you carry out during this year.
Your tendency to idealize people could incline you to trust too
much, suffering adverse aftermaths in the future. You also
should not be tempted by illusions of big earnings or an
immoderate progress. Be realistic and analytic in order not to
feed false expectations into your business. It also will be
necessary to increase your measure of security in your business,
as there is a possibility of robberies. It will be necessary to
exercise strict control with people around you in order to avoid
dishonesty from others.
Uranus in 3rd house of Solar Return:
心智活動激增,友情破裂
Your mind will be very active during this time. You will
become very creative and could come up with some inventions or
discoveries. You will become interested in new things and more
special sciences like astrology, occultism, archaeology, the
physical sciences, etc. You will understand many strange
concepts and your intuition will be notable. There also is the
possibility to have interesting psychic experiences.
The relationship with your brothers, sisters or neighbors
also could change and you may encounter sudden and unusual
problems. During this time you can't expect too much approval or
understanding from people in your surroundings. If anyone feels
attacked or wounded, there could be abrupt separations of your
relationships.
You could be inclined to take some surprise trips without
much organization before hand. Control your speed, as this
influence brings a tendency toward accidents on trips.
Solar Return 5th house on 8th natal house:
激情,愛情關係分手
You probably will receive gifts, donations or goods that
bring you much satisfaction during this year. You also will be
lucky in games of chance and in speculative business. On the
romantic side, there could be certain complications that could
lead to separation, unless these problems can be resolved. There
is a possibility of engaging in very passionate and out of
control romances. There also is a tendency toward excessive
pleasures.
Solar Return 7th house on 10th natal house:
跟男友關係好壞會影響事業
Your matrimonial relationship, or your relationship with
associates could become very influential in your profession
during this year. Your social life and credit in your work will
be endorsed by the closest people around you. If you don't have
a stable relationship or an associate, you probably will take
refuge in your work, and will turn to it to escape your romantic
problems.
Solar Return 9th house on 12th natal house:
很想出國逃避一些問題
Your mental concentration and your intellectual activity
could suffer complications during this year. Other peoples'
opinions could become contradictory to yours, and you will
receive strong opposition to your religious or philosophic
ideas. Don't expect too much recognition for your intellectual
efforts nor much satisfaction on journeys or visits to foreign
countries. This configuration could indicate a journey for
possible exile.
Solar Return 11th house Conjunct natal Mars:
與友人關係緊張,易衝突
You will turn very demanding and selective in your
friendships. You could easily lose your patience with people and
you won't be willing to support anyone who doesn't agree with
you. Your answers will be abrupt and because of this you could
have some fights or arguments with your friends. Your
competitive instinct will be accentuated and will stimulate
relationships with certain challenges or differences. On the
other hand, your new projects and aspirations will be destined
to conquer your own current position and to use your strength
and energy better in the future.
Solar Return 11th house Conjunct natal Saturn:
對社交生活不滿,負面,受限制
You could become dissatisfied with your social life. You
may become too absorbed with your responsibilities and
liabilities and may feel left out by people. You will consider
your friends company as important as ever, although you won't
spend too much time securing your friendships. You will be very
demanding and won't be willing to lose time with very
superficial relationships. On the other hand, you will plan your
future goals thoroughly and with much patience. You will become
very aware of your limitations and could turn negative or
pessimistic to a degree.
Solar Return 11th house Conjunct natal Pluto:
好友關係緊張,對未來看法完全改變
The relationship with your close friends will be very
intense during this year, and it will allow you to liberate
inner ideas, memories and emotions; provoking profound changes
in your life. You will feel a great need to be in the company of
your friends and you may become demanding, domineering or
jealous to a degree. On the other hand, you will generate new
goals and objectives for your future that could implicate big
changes: the actual regeneration and transformation of your
life.